Where is the L.O.V.E???

Hello and very good evening to all..

I’m sure u might have been thinking of what I meant with the topic as stated above. It is actually love of an adult, or simply to say a human being that can THINK  and give love towards a baby who is very innocent yet treasure us all. But WHY today there is still a human who neglects, and trash a baby just like that?!! Like a savage!  Don’t they ever feel guilty? Why in such world would they do that kind of thing when on a contrary animals do love their babies so much until they get into fierce when we as human tries to separate them!.Or even to touch!

I heard the news saying 7 cases of trashing baby have caused during New Year [so far]. What on earth they were thinking? Or preferably to say NOT THINKING?!.. if they can think as wisely as I am, or u(readers), should never do such things.. right?. don’t they ever wanted to see how their baby grow up? How they intends to sleep?

 

 

 Eat?

Walk?

 read?

play?

Don’t they look adorable?  Lets think a while, just imagine we were thrown away into garbage, how do we feel when we were born like that? Don’t you think it’s a very cruel thing for us to feel that way?! How about the babies that were born like that? Being trashed and die..the lucky ones might have lived but how will they actually feel when they know that their irresponsible parents have done to them..ofcourse they will feel horribly sad right?. So for those people out there do cherish and treasure your baby, for I believe they will brighten up your day everyday..they will look beautiful and handsome as your look when they grow up..give them love, don’t throw love away..

Perasaan

Perasaan erti-nye emosi yg hanya boleh dikawal,dirasai,difahami oleh tuan badannye sendri..perasaan boleh menjelma seribu rasa,,seribu bahasa dlm 1 hari..betapa unik dan indahnye kurniaan Allah pd hamba2 nya..tp adakah perasaan itu semuanya positif?? tidak..negatif juga turut menguasai perasaan positif..bagi aku..semuanye bergantung pd keadaan sekeliling kita yg membuatkan perasan menjelma..[ape yg telah berlaku,akan berlaku dan sedang berlaku]dan seribu rasa aku mksdkan td [seperti air yg rasanye tawar & manis..sebiji buah yg ada rase masam & manis & kelat]..Aku sekarang dlm perasaan bercampur baur..macam2 aku rase..mcm2 juga aku fikir..dari fikiran kite juga yg akan membuat kite rasa sama ada perasaan itu indah,pahit,manis,pedih, dan sbg nye..


Setiap tahun umurku bertambah..kene fikirkan pula masa depan..perasaan aku skang ni takut..takut akan ape yg akan berlaku dlm hidup aku..pd masa yg sama..perasaan gembira jg turut hadir..kenapa?? terlalu banyak utk dijelaskan di sini..aku tahu..ini perasaan normal bg semua insan di muka bumi Allah.. apepun kite sebagai hambaNya hendaklah percaya pd Qada' dan Qadhar..sentiase berdoa agar kite diberkati dirahmati dlm ape jua kite lakukan,ingin lakukan, dan telah lakukan.


Pd awalnye aku ingin berkongsi cerita kisah kes pembuangan bayi pd zaman skang..perasaan aku sedih mengenangkan bayi2 yg tidak berdosa dibuang seperti sampah..akan aku cerita di kemudian hari..Hari ni aku cume nak berkongsi perasaan aku yg mana aku rase dalam blog ni tak ada isinya..[perasaan itu] Hmm..mungkin kerna perasaan bercampur baur itu sudah mengelirukan aku sampai ku sendri tak tahu ape isi nya..walau bagaimanapun aku rase lega..biarlah ia menjadi persoalan pd perasaan aku ni..lambat laun ia akan pudar tanpa aku sedari..apepun mungkin 'point' ini sedikit sebanyak terlepas dr kekeliruan perasaan ini:


1) takut = masa depan
2) sedih = cinta antara benua & cinta antara keluarga
3) gembira = masih mencari [syukur dgn ape yg ada skang]
4)bosan = 'tanam anggur'
5) - next....errm...??? keliru??

Random

Good afternoon to all the readers,
i don't know what to write actually but there is just something for me to speak about..i had all these topics wandering around in my head but i couldn't figure it out what it was..to much of thinking really give u sickness.
Whats in my head right now is,i kept remembering of this uncle(old chinese uncle) who calls to customer service  [place where i work for] yesterday many times, and by the time i answered his calls, he immediately complaint about our services that it was soooo bad..he said to me that he has been on hold for long til his credit balance in his phone finishes..he also tells me that he was not an easy person,living so simple and only have small business to support his lives..i was pity and could only apologize to him on behalf of my colleagues...but inside of me i really wish to help in out after he tell me what was his real issue..when he stopped complaining..i asked him again,how can i assist u sir,which its a time for me to really assist him..so he tells me his issue..after hearing all that, i thought, his issue is not that bad and the previous agent should have solved it better!! so i helped him out..before i end the conversation, i told him that ur matter has been solved sir, is there anything else i can assist u with?..he was so calm and gave a compliment saying u r good, this is the service i want..thank u so much..so we ended the call..i felt glad enough to help people out and when i don't i feel really bad because i have to follow the rules of this company and i know i don't the authority to make changes...thank u uncle for the compliments :) 

My Weight...

What is wrong with my body?? why is it so hard for me to gain weight?..i've tried many things but it took so long for me to get a nice,lumpy,chubby figure hehe...i dont want to gain so heavy..i just want to have an ideal weight which suits with my height..i'm 167cm tall but my weight is down below. get married!!! thats what my friends told me..arghh..that can be wait..i'm not ready yet,besides,i'm still young to get married hehe...

Window Shopping & ice cream

I went out with my beloved mum n sis to putrajaya alamanda ans jusco few days back so i would just like to share some of the photos we captured during the day...have fun!!!

ICE CREAM..HEAVEN FOOD OF ALL!!!

LOVE BOOKS BUT DIDN'T HAVE THE TIME TO OBSERVE (NO TIME??!! HEHE)

 

 BEARS JUST SO ADORABLE AND CUTE [DON'T U THINK SO?]

 

 

My week off..

I am having my day off for a week starting 29th nov-5th dec 2010, which i have been waiting a very long time ago. It's an annual leave offered by my department..of course i would definitely swipe them all since i will no longer be their services this coming mid December. I went out to Putrajaya yesterday, following my mum and sis to open a saving account of Tabung Haji, whereby i can make saving to it for my haj in the future..they approximately budgeted for me to go haj on the yr of 2035 which i am already 48 years old..Alhamdulillah,everything went well so my mum sent me to ERL station afterward before she could head back to her office. The cost of the ERL was unexpected, RM9.50 per person on board which i thought i could buy nasi bryani with fried chicken for my belly..and the traveling only took me for 20mins. Once i have reached to KL Sentral, and while waiting my bf to come by,i wasted my time observing this book sale they had, which in fact its not much of an interest topic..later i went up on the 2nd floor to buy newspaper,thinking this is an interesting topic to read instead.

One hour later, he arrived..so i went down..hurrying myself to approach him..we smiled as always..and walked towards the bus stands heading to One Utama mall in Damansara. Quite a number of people jumping into the same bus, not as bad as i thought, people still wanna go shopping on weekdays...but luckily we both had the seat..once we've reached there,we straightly go to the foodcourt coz i got hungry..i ate chicken rice and he ate bihun tomyam(very spicy- i almost ordered that menu)..he thought of watching movies but i declined because there is not much time for i have to be at Batu tiga station around 6pm..(i don't like my mum to wait for me so long) so we just wandering around at CD's,F.O.S,MCD(eating sundae at rainforest),having a chit chat recalling how it was like before we couple..(pretty much of loving birds are we hehe). Here is a photo of him,  he did not realised that i snapped him quietly...and he thought i was text messaging to someone..

Finally, the day has come~

The day which i have waited for 5 years has finally come. My birthday celebration with my life partner. Yes, it has been 5 years we've been apart and i confess it was a hard one!. I was happy every time i meet up with him as we both are on a first date hehe..


We went around Bukit Bintang, Pavillion especially. He wanted to buy me a birthday present (Clothes) apparently..but i didn't get attracted to any one of it, in a a sense that it was too expensive yet the design was a bit not like my taste. (Gosh, how fussy i am)..so we go for a walk and drop by to BB plaza, still the same thing! no choice and way expensive (Expensive = more than a budget a student could afford). We got hungry then, so we went out and planned to eat at KL Plaza!! i was shocked!! the building has gone..GONE??!! yes, there was a new building coming up, and a new mall already constructed next to it, full new clothes and what not. i can't remember the name of the new mall. So we both got a little bit disappointed. We ran back to pavillion and eat at the foodcourt, i ate mee soup which is okay.. (a feeling of relief).


After we had our meal, we head back to BB Plaza and look for my birthday present again. There must be at least something i could browse.. instead of planning to buy a clothe, i just got attracted to this creaminess jeans hanging beside me. it was nice and simple. so i tried it on in the fitting room with a size M. And finally he bought me that jeans i wanted.. (feeling of relief again)


We both got a bad back-ache haha..but it was fun. My elder sister was kinda thinking he and i could have went into the cinema..NOPE... we spent the whole day looking for my birthday present. Sorry my love for making you tired, sorry if i make hard on you but i want you to know that i will always love u..Ibrahim